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    Purple is the manliest color in existence. True glory dwells within purple.
  2. I'm so turned on by Nazis, it's affecting my relationship. Not like, leather bondage weird 1970s kinky whatever. Like I get off thinking about Joacher Peiper. And some of the stuff I like to fantasize about is pretty shitty, like camp guards raping inmates, and some of it is just fucking weird, like Hitler and Goebbels fucking. It's my first thought, when I think about sex my very first thought is fucking SS uniforms, and Reinhard Heydrich, and big red banners and Hitler speeches. I masturbate to Schindler's List. It's fucking ridiculous. And it started out like as a side thing, but it's become a necessary component. And I feel bad because I can't get off with my Girlfriend unless I pretend like she's a Nazi, which is such a shitty thing to do especially cause--and I swear to God this isn't a joke--she's Jewish. And I love her, and she's wonderful, and we've been together for 3 1/2 years and I want to spend the rest of my life with her but I am not sexually interested in her in the slightest unless I'm calling her Hauptsturmführer and an honorary Aryan in my head and I feel like the shittiest fucking person.
    And I'm not considering cheating on her at all, but I'll just see random girls and they don't even have to be attractive, like as long as they're not fat or old or particularly gross there's always a chance my head is gonna decide he'd look really hot in a uniform and I'll start fantasizing about having sex with a random stranger dressed up like a Nazi instead of my Girlfriend and sometimes I'll think of them while I'm having sex with my Girlfriend, and I just want to buy a cheap uniform and throw it on a stranger and fuck them and I'm such a shitty person.
    And there was a point where I thought maybe, you know, maybe he wouldn't be as upset about it as I think he'll be, maybe we can make this work, so I tried lightly maybe bringing up the subject and he went on like a 45 minute rant about how disgusting it is that people fetishize Nazis and people that do are freaks and just as bad as actual Nazis and probably neo-Nazis anyway so of course I backed out of that quickly.
    I don't know what to do. I've tried not thinking about it with her, but that just leaves me entirely unfulfilled, and I though maybe I've got a sub/dom thing going on let's play around with that, but that doesn't help, and I thought maybe it was just a general uniform thing or like a soldier thing so I tried that, but it's not the same and doesn't help except that it helped me figure out that it's not just the uniforms I'm into they're just the easiest way to signal "this is a Nazi", but even if they're in civilian clothing if my brain recognizes "this is a Nazi" all of a sudden I'm turned on. And it's not even like I could leave my Girlfriend--which I emphatically don't want to do--and find someone who wants to roleplay as a Nazi during sex, cause in my experience they either actually are neo-nazis, or they're into the weird bondage stuff. And I don't even think I'd ever be comfortable bringing up the subject with any partner for fear they'd react like my Girlfriend did, so they'd need to be into it enough to bring it up, but at the same time I try to imagine someone bringing it up with me like "hey I get off dressing up like a Nazi mind if I do that when we're having sex you can call me Hauptsturmführer" and that just seems creepy. Like I'm into having sex with Nazis, but if someone is into having sex as a Nazi that's just another level that I don't think I'm comfortable with, and I just have no idea what to do and I feel like such a shitty person and I wish it would all just stop and I could get off to not-horrible things like normal fucking people.
  3. sorry love
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    Y u ignore my sexual advances
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    ur a true man
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    this post should be the most helpful to you ^-^7
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    thank you. I try.
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    I've never hosted a mafia game before, only Assassin Games which I balance with health and abilities making each civilian side mathematically equal, and the assassins always half their strength or less.

    But I will get your some advice. leave it to me.
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    You're back.
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    Please make more threads, they are fantastic.
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